Then, there is that sweet love of mine, the older daughter, whom I love so much it hurts, but she doesn't understand. She thinks I am just trying to keep her away from her "love". She doesn't see that it hurts me to see her hurt, it hurts me to see that she thinks someone who wants to lie and be dishonest and not love her enough to be honest about everything, is the one she thinks she needs to be with. The one who has drug her down so much, yet she clings too. My heart aches, I didn't know you could feel such pain for some one else. You moms, I ask your forgiveness if I ever hurt you in this way. I know we need to learn on our own and grow from our mistakes, but man, this is tough.
Thanks for loving me through my tough years.